So i spent a happy few hours last night printing photos!
after 2 months, its high time i make use of the nice white machine sitting next to me.
it's a printer/scanner/copier.
please dun ask me why we need a copier.
with a collection of thousands of pics,
i deem it fit to immortalise the good ones.
But... i got a problem.
there are too many!!!

So i picked out our honeymoon pics.
*sigh* i felt a bang just surfing thru them.
the kissing shot at St Marks Square at night..
the b/w shot of the Louvre..
lunching at Les Ombre with the Eiffel Tower view..
eating gelato at Florence..
feeding pigeons at St Marks Square..
I LOVE VENICE!
munching on warm nutella crepes along Seine River at night..
us atop Arc D'Triomphe overlooking the entire Paris city..

i also noticed that Zack has so many awesome shots.
i took so many of him!
not that i wanna praise my hubby but he is sooooo dashing!
i gotta keep him in my pocket.. hehe.

*sigh*

:(

*sobs*

i wanna go back...
i want time to stand still there.

Going to Paris holds something special for me.
While we were landing in Paris, i looked out from the plane and saw the beautiful twinkling lights. It was at night. I thought of my mum. Zack wondered at my puffy eyes after but i couldnt talk of it then.

I was in school and my french class organised a field trip to France. I was beside myself.. bubbling with excitement i asked my mum if i could go. It was 3k. Said to be relatively cheap cos we will be covering not only Paris but also Normady, Burgundy and various part of France. My mum said okay if i want to. But i changed my mind later cos 3k was alot of money for us and things were quite tight for us then. I comforted myself by saying its ok, i would one day go to Paris with someone special. Wouldnt it be more meaningful? It was only after my mum's death did my godma told me that my mum had actually saved and set aside the 3k for me. My mum.. has always strived to provide for us.. to give us the best she could. Even if she has to scrimp and save on herself.

As i looked out at Paris from the plane.. it reminded me again of how much my mum loves me. How much she wants to give me everything.. even if sometimes it's not within her means.

Yes mi.. i made it to Paris. With the man i love.. on our honeymoon. With the man i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with. Don't worry, he loves me very much and takes good care of me. You will love him. And yes, its more meaningful. Way more :) I love you. I love you for everything you've given me. For everything you've done for me, sacrificed for me. I will see you soon one day. I miss you...

This is Zack and i in Paris... on the Arc D'Triomphe


and on the Eiffel Tower...

i've grown up.. and i'm looking more like you. I got your smile :) Some of my wedding pics bears a strong resemblance to you :) Yes that's Isaac.. he is a good christian boy and he loves God. He is also very filial to his parents. But he smokes shisha at times which is rather unhealthy. If you got the time, maybe you can come talk to him and tell him it's not good for him? We are having dinner with his parents tonight. They are very lovely people. Jie and i recently had dinner with your husband and his wife. Her makeup was thick as pancake and cheeks like baboon's backside! hehe. You look way better! I hope she wouldnt run away with his money. I'm sure you already know what a bastard he was years back and i told him just that. I know you wouldnt be happy but i wouldnt allow him to disrespect you in any way. I'm sure you know of those battles we fought. Do you know he used your money to buy a Rolex and said its your gift to him! But jie and i got nothing from 'you'! I hope you had haunted him all these years! (But you love him so much.. i dunno why) Just like that old witch. Did you see what i did to her at your one month anniversary just infront of you?? I chased her away. She had the gall to touch your stone!! She could really act! Her tears were like tap.. off and on in a second.. just like her son. I know you wouldnt be happy i did that as well but i have to mi! Nobody bullies you and get away with it. He didnt defend you all those years so i shall. i know, i'm still a fighter cock but i've mellowed already! Really! i'm very guai now.. you can ask jie and godma. Jie and i will be visiting you soon. Love you..