Maybe...

....it's because i just about had it. Or maybe it's time i say something. Or maybe i'm tired of giving you 'face' and not wishing to offend you when the courtesy is clearly not reciprocated. Or maybe i decide that i dont wanna be nice anymore. Or maybe i feel like i got slapped in the face when i recall how i tried to defend you when i tot you were misunderstood. Or maybe i've had enough of your snide remarks and insults which goes below the belt. And when my love has been the butt of it? I say.. that's enough.

Or maybe like what everyone says.. your behaviour depicts a sad and sorry life and i should simply take pity on you.. and just end this post.

Did i mention i'm done playing nice? *rolls up sleeves*

Perhaps its a one-way competition that got way out of proportion and proved too much for you to handle.. and perhaps you are so riddled with insecurities, too consumed with jealousy that you feel the need to belittle others and what they have in order to feel better. That you are so intent on being superior to your peers, so terrified of losing out, that you lost the ability to be happy for them. It's perfectly fine if you are unable to.. honestly. But you crossed that line when you feel the need to take it a step further.. to the point of condescension, low blows and snide remarks.

I think i just about had it. I'm quite done with conversations that are insincere and littered with insinuations. When it's just an avenue for hot air blowing, notes comparing, trying to measure and outdo, bragging (frankly, what's there to brag about?) and yes, i'm mentioning it again... snide remarks. Do you not think that i can see right through you? I'm not interested.. not anymore.

I dont know what brought about this change in you. Or maybe i do.. the whole chain process. The influences. And i find it a pity cos i like the old you way better. A real pity.


my advise from someone..."Don't play a fool's game cos if you stoop down to their level, they will always beat you to it."

i've said enough.
i seriously cant be bothered anymore.