Tribute to Mummy...

its been 5 years since u left me & i miss u so much... miss your smile, your hugs, your robust laughter, your 'l love you's, your 'xin gan', your cooking, your prayers before i sit for my papers, your early morning nestums, your banana cake, how u wud iron my uniform crisp, your nagging about my late nights.. the list can go on forever... i miss scrubbing water chestnuts for u, buying yong tau foo from the market, mopping the floor for you, our chats while you are cooking...

Sometimes, the pain is so acute it seems that it all happened yesterday... Never question God why He took u away.. only know that He loves you too much to watch you suffer.. Will always remember the way you closed your eyes that night with a smile on your face & said, "it feels so good to be loved.."

How you have always believed in showing love to ppl ard u.. How you stood up for me when people didnt understand.. You taught me to love, to care, to have courage to take on watever comes my way, humility... wish u're here to hold me to your chest & tell me everything is going to be fine... Love you mummy... Dedicated this song to you before.. now i'm dedicating it to you again..

i miss you so much.. *hugs...*

A Song For Mama

You taught me everything

And everything you've given me

I always keep it inside

You're the driving force in my life, yeah

There isn't anything

Or anyone I can be

And it just wouldn't feel right

If I didn't have you by my side

You were there for me

to love and care for me

When skies were grey

Whenever I was down

You were always there to comfort me

And no one else can be what you have been to me

You'll always be you always will be the girl In my life for all times

Mama, mama you know I love you

Oh you know I love you

Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart

Your love is like Tears from the stars

Mama, I just want you to know

Lovin' you is like food to my soul

You're always there for me

Have always been around for me even when I was bad

You showed me right from my wrong

Yes you did
And you took up for me

When everyone was downin' me

You always did understand

You gave me strength to go on

There was so many times

Looking back when I was so afraid

And then you come to me

And say to me I can face anything

And no one else can do

What you have done for me

You'll always be

You will always be the girl in my life

"you will always be present tense to me..."

- na