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Friday, August 13, 2004

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feeling kinda down right now.. had a bad nite... why does things have to be like this? everything was perfect.. i was learning but not well enough..but it hurts, really badly.. i guess it will have to take a backseat for awhile while i get back what little confidence i had lost.. the pain was real & sharp, i can feel it searing across my chest.. it hurts & i cant stop those tears from falling.. dunno what to do from now, where to go from here.. you were upset.. i was scared.. i was sad.. not faulting you on it.. you hugged me tight & kissed my tears away.. it was comforting.. but it hurts, really badly.. cant help hearing those words in my head repeatedly...those words.. i need time to get past it...

Thought: God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way..

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