i've officially spent more than an hour on the phone since...... jeez.. i cant remember.. since eons.
I feel like i just had a wake-up call from God. I need Him in my life.. badly. I'm exhausted.. i'm all drained. I've nothing left to give. I've been crying inside for a long time, i just didnt know. I want that deep-in-the-gut happiness back. I want it all back.
and tonight.. is the night i mourn for a loss. I've always been a sentimental fool.. and deep down, my friends (no matter how horrid they are) matter to me. The years of friendship counts. But tonight, i had an awakening. Tomorrow, it'll be over.. so over. adieu~
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