should i?

i'm vex.. i'm frustrated.. i'm tired..
i cant go on any longer
or rather
i do not want to go on any longer
in short
i've had enough!

so should i take the plunge?

i wish i can do what pleases me..
what makes me happy
to show the world the finger and say, "this is it."
but i cant..
commitments..
i've got commitments
so i pushed on

then again.. do i really have to?

life itself is one big gamble..
maybe its time to take one

so what are the odds?

perhaps thats the real question..