it's..... my bad.

2 bad nights.
seems like 3rd one is coming up.
had my first coffee tis morning... in a month.
i hope this week will pass quickly.

not feeling good today.
deadweight at my chest.
it has come back.
like a clock ticking.
i feel like i've been waiting...
just waiting for something to happen.
the ripples have started.
so what's gonna happen next?
when things are going so well..
it has to resurface.

why cant it stay where it's supposed to...
...lang syne.

how many more of this do i have to go thru.
and i got a feeling it's only the beginning.
it sucks.

*sigh*

or maybe it's you, ju...
who should be out of the picture.
why do you wanna impose yourself on where you're not wanted.
maybe you shouldnt have gotten yourself tangled in this..
in the very very first place.
your bad.

yes..
...my bad.