woke up this morning with fear churning in my belly.
the first time in a long while i didnt know wat to do
mind was a complete blank
turmoil swirling.. churning..
wat's going to happen now?
thats the question tossing back and forth
think its time for another move
4th one in 2.5 years
i'm weary..
i'm tired..
in every sense
is there a place out there i can call my own?
that place where people take for granted
a shelter of love, warmth and comfort
a place you know you belong to without a doubt
there may be fights, arguments..
but you know deep down you belong there
and have every right to be there
no one can take that away from you
its something so fundamental
talk is cheap.. so cheap
or am i being too hard
allowed myself to believe
but it was all for naught
dunno what to believe anymore
wats my threshold?
before it all comes down
before i reach that point
that breaking point
sometimes..
i dunno if i can go on
then i tell myself..
i can bend, but i wont break
just gotta keep telling myself this
stability
thats the word
i need that
think i'll stop here..
cant go on..
any further.
Monday, March 21, 2005
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Untitled by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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Well... thot this song now aptly descrives how you feel tho I have no idea what is it thats troubling you.... I hope the pain will lessen soon...
Jo
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