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Sunday, February 20, 2005

a walk down memory lane

came back awhile ago.. scorching hot weather..
went to see mummy
then over to mandai columbarium to see grandma, robin uncle & great grand uncle
pleased to see how well maintained mum's grave is
didnt allow myself to dig deep into my well of emotions..

had a walk down his memory lane last night..
mixed feelings while we sat browsing photos
felt closer to him
but hesitant at the same time
unsure how prepared i am for it
some aspects of it
it felt funny..
stirred something..
pictures say a million words
sometimes i wonder if it is better not to know, not to see
or to see and deal with it head on..

is ignorance really bliss?

stop, stop! no more.. i'm not going down this road..
so help me..

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