i woke up this morning..

... feeling depressed
i dunno what im really upset about
if i search deep, perhaps i'll find the answer
but for now.. i'll just live with the dull ache


so just.. stay away

this ----------------------------->>>

is Pranang Cave.. at Krabi!

5 holidays under our belt and nothing comes close to our Krabi trip... thats our first holiday by the way :)

it's the caffaine... i tell u

i'm addicted!

crap... managed to tahan til lunchtime
then i passed yakun.. went in and got myself a kopi-beng (iced coffee) my brain seems to be awakening slowly
or perhaps its the msning with SY

oh yeah, if u guys see me online on a weekday..
thats not bcoz i'm on leave or sick awright..
firewall.. firewall...
what is a firewall to me?
i've scaled it!
like real...

i just managed to psycho my IT guy to give me another proxy server.. got on that and way to go! *chuckles*
(oh my gosh.. i'm hardly this 'animated' at this time..
... i seriously think it's the caffaine)

this month's bills have left us HIGH and DRY
literally wiping us flat out
terribly tight but we've managed to pull through
and not touch our reserve fund!
at least we've settled most of our stuff
sofa, fridge, computer tables, washing machine,
and downpayment for our wedding dinner
hopefully next mth will be slightly better
no no, not hopefully.. but definitely
cos God will pull us through!

we are poor as a pair of church mice but we are happy!
and i believe thats most important.. above ething else
laughter.. kisses and hugs.. flowing in abundance
looking back, it's really amazing how we have come this far
breezed through house reno with no arguments
we've heard of couples arguing bitterly over house renos
and surprisingly, i cant think of a single argument
(it must have been my 'accomodating' nature *coughs* LOL)

but seriously, i must say.. we are blessed.. with God's grace


"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding - Proverbs 3:5"

she nibbles her bone like a lady


right..

with zack as her champion
she has been getting loadsa 'privilleges'
he's spoiling her rotten
that's her first REAL chicken bone by the way
and she went bersek

here's another one
so cute right...


zack: dunno what's with dogs and bones..
ju: well... the same way as guys are with boobs


how true.. how true
haha

uh oh...

i've got these to do tonight~
* 2 piles of clothes to fold
* a toilet to wash
* a table to pack
* sweep/mop floor
* iron/change the sheets

what i did tonight~
* spent the entire night infront of the comp

*oppss...*


i seriously gotta get my spring cleaning started soon
cos our nest is READY!
if i have my way, we'll move in after we ROM in July
(more meaningful right??)
but zack cant wait to move in
he wants to do it next weekend!
think i can hold him off for 2 months?
think not..
dun think i can have my way on this one
haha

i held his papery-thin hand.. and weep

k-gong (godma's dad) isnt feeling too good.. well, thats actually an understatement.. he has lost his will to live.. he had a major stroke 13 years ago and had been bedridden since.. and i think he just about had enough..

he has been starving himself and its coming to the 3rd week.. doc said if this continues, he wouldnt live past next week.. guess everyone is coming to terms with his decision but you cant help feeling that deep wrenching pain in your chest..

visited him last night.. he's bone-thin.. and in pain.. zack did some basic checks - his pulse.. and said he's still going strong and has a long way to go.. but.. i dunno.. wat can we do.. if he doesnt wanna live anymore.. wat can we do.. seeing his watery eyes.. watching how he tries to distance himself.. why does he wanna end his life this way? a part of us knows why.. but it doesnt stop the pain.. not at all

"Lord, grant him peace and if it is your will, take him home peacefully.. please dun let him suffer.."

it's friday..

the perfect way to celebrate the beginning of the weekend is a movie... followed by supper.. Prata! i feel like Thomson cheese prata!

cheng ho who?

going on board the Imperial Chinese Junk - "Cheng Ho 3" tonight.. with Theresa.. a night of food and entertainment.. and lucky draws!

let's pray i'd win a plasma TV for my home!!! *pray hard*

i'm actually feeling kinda tired now.. and the party is not gonna break up til late.. reaching marina bay at 10.30pm so i'd probably only get home close to midnight..

*plop*

...and more weddings!

so it's 2.30am..
and we cant sleep
so here i am blogging while zack just put on a DVD
we are such nocturnals

back from Andy and Leanna's wedding last night
Beaufort Sentosa.. what can i say... the name speaks for itself
the place where they held the solemnisation was lovely!
overlooking the sea.. and the weather was good
but it started pouring right after the solemnisation
anyway, its boring to read just words
so more deets when the shots are ready

here are a couple for now..


the guys.. (from left)
Tim, Andy (The Groom), Fugene, Zack (The Bestman)


after dinner in the Bridal Suite..
exhausted.. but all smiles!
weddings just put you in a romantic mood..

that's all i've got for now
stay tune for more shots!

slow slow quick quick slow...

caught the midnight show last night.. didnt read much bout this flick so wasnt exactly psyched but zack said i will like it cos its dance... and it was AWESOME!

a typical Sister Act flick.. predictable but soon, the music and dance moves got me grooving... i wanna continue my Salsa!!!

the elegance of ballroom dancing.. the fun of hip hop.. is a powerful combi.. plus Antonio Banderas was HOT!!! and his accent real charming...

for those who love the beat... catch it!


my butt is itching
my legs cant stop tapping
my adrenalin is pumpin'
I WANNA DANCE....!!!!!

a barrel of good news

my darling sis..
isnt she a babe?!!
what can i say.. we've got good genes.. hahahaa




little Amber in pink cheongsam..


ohh... Andrew looks dashing here..

and there's jo's wedding in Dec too!
SY and i are gonna be her wedding coordinators
getting excited just listening to her whine about
her gown.. church.. dinner.. heh
let's pull all stops and have fun guys!

but become we come to that..
there's Andy & Leanna's wedding this sun
my sis & Andrew's wedding in June
and our ROM in July!!!


gosh.. seems like the whole world is getting married this year!!

here's to you..
my love..
*toast*

back at one..

it’s undeniable that we should be together
it’s unbelievable, how i used to say that i’d fall never
the basis is need to know
if you don’t know just how i feel
then let me show you now that i’m for real
if all the things in time, time will reveal
yeah..

one.. you’re like a dream come true
two.. just wanna be with you
three.. zack it’s plain to see..

that you’re the only one for me and
four.. repeat steps one through three
five.. make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done
then i’ll start back at one..

yeah..
it’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out
and all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey
and undesirable, for us to be apart
i never would’ve made it very far
’cause you know you got the keys to my heart
’cause...

one.. you’re like a dream come true
two.. just wanna be with you
three.. zack it’s plain to see..

that you’re the only one for me and
four.. repeat steps one through three
five.. make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done
then i’ll start back at one..

say farewell to the dark of night
i see the coming of the sun
i feel like a little child, whose life has just begun
you came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine
you threw out the life line
just in the nick of time

one.. you’re like a dream come true
two.. just wanna be with you
three.. zack it’s plain to see..

that you’re the only one for me and
four.. repeat steps one through three
five.. make you fall in love with me
if ever i believe my work is done
then i’ll start back at one..

we're getting married!
(i've the biggest silliest grin on my face)

all dates and venues firmed up! its amazing how we managed to secure these hot dates.. was worried for abit but zack was like.. "no matter what, we will get married on 7 July!".. not considering a change of date.. awww, despite his cool quiet macho exterior... he is a romantic at heart *grin*

Solemnisation..
Date: 7 July 2006
Venue: LovethatBinds Suite at Fort Canning (ROM)

Church solemnisation and wedding dinner..
Date: 7 July 2007
Venue: Holiday Inn Park View

i look at zack and think.. "so this is the guy God has chosen for me" i smile and give thanks.. a friend once told me.. God takes away the good and gives you the best.. and he did *smile*

acid washing done today
wardrobe up yesterday
everything is looking oh so good!
some shots for now..


our pride and joy..
our wardrobe... in grey mirror


rooms... in tango of colors


toilet light..


i love this tap!


kitchen all cleaned up


with unfinished cement screeding floor

after 3.5 hours..

had enough of ROM's screwed up server
couldnt get our e-filing done *sigh*
gonna make a trip down to Fort Canning first thing tomorrow

i'm hungry..

*yawns*

at the stroke of midnight..

gonna e-file our notice of marriage
thats the earliest possible we can do it
3 months before the solemnisation day

2 hours more to go...
anxious cos 7/7/6 is a HOT day
but its special to us cos it marks our 2nd year anniversary

think i'd set my alarm to 11.30pm and take a quick nap
not too worried cos i know zack will ring me.. he is at work :(
and make sure i'm awake.. haha

ant's on air tonight!!!

had my flu jab
and have been sniffing since
what an irony..
had my weight taken too.. 45.8kg
cool.. more bom prata!!!
hmmm.... but i definitely look like i've put on some pounds
on certain areas (cant say where).. oh well..
in any case, i'd better start working those abs
doc said 20% will experience fever, bodyaches etc..
now my body is achy

argh..

we went shopping... again!

wooohooooo.....!

shopping list:
1: a nice black leather 3-seater
2: 2 tables tops / legs - got those mix'n'match ones
3: shelving unit
4: a clock

Delivery date: 13 April


hotdog anyone? yummmy....